Collin is an entirely different story, another persona that I met briefly. It’s not Cal, it’s not Chris, and I can’t even say it is Collin. I know the body lying next to mine well, but I don’t know who will wake up next to me. I’m terrified of what all of this is doing to the man I love.

is really Cal’s biological father, and how his mother tricked her own son into killing her because of some twisted Medea complex broke me. Scott about how they came about adopting Chris, learning that Dexter Sr. He hasn’t said a word since we pulled him out of that house.Īfter Lisa dropped the bomb on us and Chris shut down, I thought that was the worst of it, because what could top that? But hearing from Mr. all those years ago, but the least of my worries was Cal going to jail. Apparently it was in some agreement he signed with Dexter Sr. How does anyone handle knowing that they killed their mother, holding that secret inside that has been engrained in their mind? How does anyone let go of the hatred that has been motivating them year after year? Mr. I’m so scared of losing him, of losing Chris and I just don’t know if they can handle what’s happening. My entire body trembles, replaying what happened a few hours ago, as I lie wrapped up in Cal’s body. When I wake, my heart is in my throat demanding to be let out. His hands aren’t trembling, his voice isn’t shaking, and he’s not acting scared but excited. He’s angrier than I’ve ever seen him but what scares me is how casual he’s treating this, as if holding a gun to a man’s head is normal. “Why the hell are you crying, Lauren? This is going to fix everything!” His voice feels like razors cutting through me, fury erupting from him. OMG.Everything I believed, everything I held on to was a lie… Can Chris ever heal? Will one win out over the other… will it be the one she wants? This story takes us on an incredible journey of love/loss and more of these men in her life… Chris/Cal/? seriously… how can you choose between them? I love them all. She loves deep… she loves hard… and she can’t ever choose, can she? Her daughter is her world… and she needs her husband to be right there with her… She wants her HEA… because honestly… how much more can she take?

sweet sexy and stronger than she knew Lauren, has been through the ringer. omg… seriously… so much feels! This story gives you all of it… and the wonderful, amazing, omg I needed this ending!Īs you know by now… Lauren.

Portia has made us cry, laugh, get tingles, be soooooo tense and unable to breathe! and all the heart-stopping shocks. This is book 4 in this amazing series, and let me tell you. So unique and beautiful… I just want to re-read them all! Portia Moore owns my heart and soul with her Shattered Pieces Series!

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